I’m my own mystery
Thursday, August 26, 2010
1:31 AM

all this while when i tot noone loves me anymore..
i was wrong...
i was very very n gravely wrong...

as i was thinking of all my good times that has past,
n i tot my end was near,
in my head,
the Azan was wailing loudly n clearly..
soo clearly that i feel peaceful n i started to smile..
i feel soo much love...
i noe now in the midst of feeling unloved,
only one still loves me..
Allah S.W.T

now,
i noe the meaning of being a true
Muslim.
Amin..

& I cried.

Monday, August 2, 2010
12:00 AM

well wondering wad happen to me?
well...
i only write in this blog if i am superbly disturbed or upset or happy..so yah...

well..
im sad coz i have no friends...
realy no friends...

ppl in challenge are not friends...
they are more to family..
family teac you to further improve...
i love them as how i would love my family...

sumone used my name recently...
the sumone saed that i was not available..
but for the fact that sumone didn't even contact me...
i noe im useless..
dat doesn't give u the right to use my name for your own infatuation..
if u tink u are the one then yes..
you are...

im sorry to do this over the net,
but its the onli way to connect to others...
my loyalty to you has now come to the end..

im on my own as now i have no loyalty to anyone except to myself...
for the other someone,
i just wanna tell you that if u want to go sumwhere in life,
stop being invisible..
if u really like the person,
just tell them..
dun keep it in you and keep degrading yourself..
you'll never know..
yes you broke my heart alot of time when you tell me u like this person n that.
but even broke my heart even more when you ignored me totalli...
just to tell u if u are still reading my blog,
i have learnt to forget you n forget you i will..

& I cried.

Aind

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