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Thursday, July 30, 2009

11:35 PM

youtubing westlife songs....
hahhaa...

alot of the songs bring nice memories...
haiz..
sadded now..
no i don't need anyone now...

& I cried.

8:38 PM

& I cried.

7:37 PM

been fevering this few days..
mc 1 week...

can't eat
can't sleep...
sadded...

but feel a little bit better...
the family down also..
pijah down..
munz n judenz down..

all from me!
heheheh

ok outs!
miss this...

& I cried.

9:20 PM

sorry guys...
i'm just having the mood again...
damn idiot of me...
haiz..
its ok..
im ok now...

i think i'll be sleeping already..
very tired...
=)
im ok...
seriously...

Kau bayang-bayang
Masa nan silam
Ada ketika terbawa-bawa
Oleh resah mimpi yang tak sudah

& I cried.

8:14 PM

im like yeah..super on!!!

look at my finger!!!
hehhehe

i have a lot of bruises nowadays....

then on monday,
me adq nana walked from DOVER to JURONG EAST
hehehe
fun...
was like abanglas...
hahahahahahahahaha

i have new yo mamma jokes..
strictly copyrighted...

yo mamma soo....
thirsty that she drank the Marina barrage system!
fat that i got a heart attack after eating a chunk of her
fat that when she got on the elevator it when to the other end of earth
fat that she jumped of a 20 story building 100 time before she died..

& I cried.

1:11 AM

today abdullah faiz jumahat turns 18!!!the only july baby in the class from sec 1 till 4....
hehe

ouh...
C/CPT Aindinna in the house!!!
even though sea has no chairman,
-which i can't wait to see the mess
i don't care..
i still have cadre...
yeah...

hey baby,
been missing you...
its been 3 long years....
i know i've been missing from our little talks,
i swear i wont go away this time...
i'll be here to talk to you always...
how i wish i can join you...
we ca then share our little kisses again...

& I cried.

8:15 PM

yes and my decision is final...
after NDP,
no more NCC for me...
bcoz i find NCC very tiring..
you sacrifice alot but in the end you get nothing in the end...
MAYB i'll come for SSC,
but then..
its a MAYBE...

hahaz...
i wish the new EXCO all the best in running the district...
i didnt know that sometimes people are soo fcked up that they leave the decision till they leaving..
look at me..
im telling you guys NOW that i'll be leaving soon..
i'll be there for adventure team though...
somewhere which appreciates cadet officers sweat more than anywhere...
i know i came from sea but i don't care..
adventure team is the district for me..
yeah...

i'll be away for a while..
yes i know i keep saying this..
but really,
i'll be off blogging for a while...

to my band of bros,
sorry if i have to isolate myself for a while,
i just have to...
its for my own good,
for you own good too..

to my dearest bf,
i know i will be missing again from your life,
i'll still be at home if you ever need me...
just drop by n i'll be glad to give you a kiss..
hehehe
i love you alot and i how i wish i can say it to you...
=*

to dearest makciks,
im taking a break from going out n such...
tired..
need some home rest..
=)
hanna-careful around you know who,if the 2 of you get hooked,just tell me..i'll be the est sister in law law for you...=*
fiiez- love him for who he is and if your have anything dont blame yourself,talk things out and dont go all emo...=*

& I cried.

11:42 PM

i wrote a long note in adk's fone...
whe i see it i rite again...
when to ayg like norm...
but more hectic coz more full day shifts...
tired i noe..
but for the nation,
ANYTHING GOES!!!

hahaha...

NCC DAY PARADE CANCEL!!!!!!
gosh...
damn heart pain...
but the greatest is when i FckEd ex-OIC upside down on the fone...
hahahha...
WEF 1JulY!
hehehe

to my dear friend whu is fighting a battle with H1N1,
bro we'll be praying for your recovery...
you may not see this but you'll noe its for you...

afta paper met adk at JVS..
walk to his place...
then walk to lakeside...
thn his dad picked us up...
sent to swiss...
went swimming at pan pac just now...
haha...
then while adk was reporting strength i ask him
to tell his parents i sent my regards..
then his mom laughed when his dad say,
"the two of them like couple"
the adk say abit,
the he said
"ya,every relationship starts as god sibs,later....."
then he laughed...
oklah adk is nice,
but,
i call him adk for a reason ryte?

you coming back is against the odds...
i'm relieved now that i dont have to see you every week...
but im still shattered by the fact that i cant see you..

& I cried.

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