I’m my own mystery
Sunday, August 30, 2009
2:29 AM

a promise was made...
a selfish mistake..
you forgot...
our long awaited date...
you simply didn't care..
how could you break my heart again?

now i sit in my room...
on my lonely bed..
thinking of you...
because of my one silly mistake..
you forgot our little date..

it saddens me so that you've changed..
you are not the same as i know...
i don't know how to face you now...
you won't be the same...
there's no more us...

there never was..
never will be...

to those who know who is in this poem...
sorry..
i know i shouldn't sacrifice myself..
but it just happened..
i hope its just an impulse...
i hope too...

& I cried.

Saturday, August 29, 2009
2:29 AM

Too Close for comfort...-this is for being too close too you....
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
I'm driving you home
Guess I'll never know

What hurts the most-this is for getting my heart into such a pain again....
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

thanks alot u..
u did it at last....
yes you made cry...

& I cried.

Friday, August 28, 2009
1:14 AM

hello all!!

will be SMOKING OUT for a while...
i'll be disappearing for a while..

wad did gf say...
HIATUS???
i dunno lah..
dat time she emo she put this big2...
yeah im on an.....

HIATUS

cool shit..
haha...

babygodzilla,flying penguins,little brother and commandtion are soo in!
and finally..
my question for all to ponder on...

should I take the step up?

& I cried.

Saturday, August 22, 2009
11:47 PM

wah...

gotten sick again..
all bcoz of them...

im just not me anymore..
understand?

just let me burn alone...
don't come near me...

& I cried.

Friday, August 21, 2009
12:36 AM

damn...

today work bcum dishwasher siah..
now hands all itchy bcoz of chocs...
damn..
swollen hand sumore....
damn even more..

watched GI JOE!!!
with fahmi...
wee!!!
fun fun fun!!!

when late to werk..
heheh...
made new kaki...
Saeda...
nice girl...
we almost the same...
heheh

ok dats all..
tiredness now...
=p

& I cried.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009
8:43 PM


am eating mr bean tune pancake(yummy!)
and drinking cold pearly soya milk with red pearls!

met BF at JE...
talk2 walk2...
hehhe..

then meet ayuz n my long lost bf...
had tonnes of fun!!!
bf is like damn cute lah...
last time was i cuddled him,
now he pulls me around..
soon,
he'll be asking me out..hahahhaa

bf afraid of black thing...lizard

forced smile

cute forced smile

when will bf get those feet???

helo!!!


boo!



bf sounding firecrackers....


& I cried.

Sunday, August 16, 2009
5:59 PM

will be goin to camp forge!!
and tomorow werk...
heheh
paitao 2days lo!
hahaha

& I cried.

5:55 PM


today..
i went to Army half Marathon...
ran,
okok i admit
walked most of the time but because i was with my running buddies whu had abrasion...
hehehe...
ok...
then walked2 with abg adk n airbourne...
hehhe

=))

now i aso got abrasion! heheh =D

& I cried.

Saturday, August 15, 2009
11:52 PM

today was a blast!!!hahaha..
ok lets start from yest central tf...
ended up more clt than schs..
soo i talk to shahir...
then after that coz hasan got car,
we when to lepak...
1st eat at changi..
then go changi beach..
the pick up asvin..
go ECp..
then go east coast food center..
they eat..
then we go home...(which was at 4++ am)
haha

then today...
met up with the kids..
then go sentosa..
had a blast...
made new gf..
the SPF girls!!!
played water with dania gangsta n firah mayakikaka...
hahahha
they sitting doin nothing then i creep behind...
PLOOP!
two head got scalp scrub..
then they chased me...
tempted to swim out coz gangsta cannot swim(opps teckp)
then got scratched...
bully herald..
when back...
spilt..

when to keppel bay...
then lepak...
then go home..
which i was sadded most of the way..
hahhaa...

tomorow is Army Half Marathon...
=))

enjoys man!
haha..

P/S: jgn lupe tag eh....hahaha

& I cried.

Friday, August 14, 2009
12:20 AM

hahha..

sorry guys..
busy with work..
yes work...
me?
yes me...
WELCOME TO SWENSENS!!!!!!!!!!!!
did my first order today...
served my first order today....
and....
eat alot today....

wah,
my weight is like 70 now...
which is AH!!!!!!!!
no pants...
my 35 damn cannot wear...
my 34 loose...
hehehe...

i think sumtimes ppl nvr take me seriously...
how i WISH one person could have ever listen to one wish of mine...
didn't noe that this is the way that wish is coming true but yeah...
it coming true all right..
haha...
one day all will noe wad izit...

syg haven't been replying to me...
hmmm....
upset mayb?
i've been appearing offline now adays...
want the peace and quite i guess...
haha...

my bp is doing great...
once awhile it goes up but i got alarm lah dey!
hahaha...

miss few ppl ryte now..
but won't tell you who...
mayb nicks....
hahaha
HIM(not abg GOH)
her
another one
bapak
adeq
syg
bf
mat
beng
shim
KR
abg
zuya
baby

hahaha..
go decipher!
wee!!

i going army half marathon this sunday...
10 km only....
hahaha

how i wish someone understands what i'm doin..
sorry psychatrist...
no more burdening you...



if you need me....
find me where i love to be the most...

& I cried.

Saturday, August 8, 2009
12:26 AM

RASCAL FLATTS

What Hurts The Most lyrics


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo


Here Comes Goodbye lyrics

I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothings on her radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought Id see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride

But here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear Im gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed(d)
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

RASCAL FLATTS - Here Comes Goodbye lyrics



Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and you're left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye

Oh-oh-oh-oh


Here comes goodbye, here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain, Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

& I cried.

12:02 AM

when to SSS this morning for their observance ceremony...
when to school....
tried doing the test..
hahaha
meet hanna,adq n khai..
go sungai road...
ugh!
then sim lim square....
then beach road..
then keppel bay..(now i noe why is special to you bf)
the go eat
then go home

& I cried.

Aind

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