I’m my own mystery
Saturday, March 28, 2009
12:07 AM

Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to you...
Happy Birthday to Ah Hao...
Happy Birthday to you...

ah hao 18 liao!!!
hahaha
happy 81 bro!
hehehe


im quite hype now..
coz i drank 3 redbulls...
one from sgt hakim,
one from sgt rusydi
and last one is from c/2lt hanaa..

weee!!!
high!!!
sir khairul is cute!!
wakakaka...

but my 5 darls are still cuter..
plus my makciks....
my TP7..
hehe

& I cried.

Friday, March 27, 2009
11:42 PM


I'M SORRY ADIK...
DIDN'T MEAN TO REALLY MAKE YOU UPSET..
ITS OK TO BLAST ME..
I GUESS I DESERVE THE TREATMENT ONCE A WHILE...

but i also upset a bit..
you didn't rescue me when i can't stand yest....
abit heartbreak but as i said..
i deserved it yest...

ok ppl...
got AKE 2moro...
then going book in for brunei demo....
then brunei demo..
got 57th...
makciks full force coz makciks now is Cadre Sister!!!
weeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha..
will update more...

onemore thing...

congrats boy gerek! & Healme for passing their TP & i'm not a bit jealous of the green machine...hahahaha

& I cried.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009
10:26 PM

on saturday - 21 mar 09

i when for a sex edu talk!?
i dunno for wad but nemid move one..
then mr jeffery goh talked to us about SOCIAL GRACES...
when to JP to meet adq n Akim...
walk walk..
spreading our viruses to all...
haha
then said bubuy to them and went home to pack..
reached home and packed...
pack pack pack..
then when to ECP for BILs bdae.
sian dier...

haha....







on sunday - 22 mar 09

had to leave the pit by 5..
soo bil sent me to Habourfront Cruise Center at 530..
slept at Mac till around 7 plus?
then slept all over the place...
haha...
at breakfast at KFC alone..
never in my life i did that...
then i waited for bing..
slept again....
then i ACCIDENTLY left the camera behind..
haha...
RAN all the way back and thank god it was there..
this was a good sign for me...
haha
got on the virgo and headed to cabins...
left our things there and when to bella vista for lunch..
sat with 3 DPA studs...
made fast fwens..
Zulaiha,Mei Sheng, Sukanya
change cabin with bing..
got cabin with DPA studs..
yeah!!!
got talk..which i slept through..
haha
then DINNNEEERRR!!!!
with freaking nice background of the sunset...haiz... Mediteranian(?)











talk again...till 11!!!
decided to sleep...
then ended up goind supper with the gals cause i was scared to be left alone in the room after watching DEAD SILENCE...
then i slept...
hahaha








on monday 23 march 09

woke up t 730...
had breakfast by the sea..
haiz...
then successor was created at the workshop...
well..
even though it was ABIT boring,
i got to know HIS name..
hahha...
my leader,
teck guan,
was shaking while he was presenting...
hahax
saw leonardo!!!
hahaha
i dunno y but we when for a galley tour...
then the ENGINE ROOM!!!
wee!!!!
capt short wifey,Mrs Valerie Short has some talk bout effective communication...
DINNER!!!!
star gazing was canceled cause of the bad weather..
waakakakaka....
when to sleep...
=))











on tuesday 24 mar 09

we alongside at deep sea port at approx 8 plus..
got to patong beach at 9plus..
walk around..
first with L,clara,zach..
then in process of finding idros,rahim n fariq,
lost clara n L..
haha..
walked around with them...
then met with chaqif,saddiq,tech guan n jin yuan...
idros liked chaqifs bag soo we when to buy the bag...
when back to room....
slept at clara's room till 5 plus...
then changed to my dress..
feewit!!!
haha...
ok..
then when down to Gala Dinner...
sat at the halal table..
order as follow,
me,idros,fariq,rahim,saddiq,chaqif,me...
its a circle..
soo yar..
hahaha...
chaqif was always making jokes and sorts..
gosh..
mushroom!
selit!
hahaha...
for me to know n you to find out..
hahahaha...
i was damn pampered..
idros scooped the food for me...
chaqif held the plate for me..
hehehehe...
then we whe to watch sports unlimited...
cool..
2 guys was like standing on each other only by the necks..
imagine - wait2...imagine....
slept till 11 plus if i not wrong...
after camwhoring..
kuang3...
when for supper!
haha
then followed the boys to disco..
which was damn stupid cause only stupid song..
no club songs at all...
then we played go fish at helipad..
kaysiaw alot..
then go to the boys cain and tcs until 5..
kuang3...








on wednesday 25 mar 09

last day liao..
='(
nemind,,
woke up at 745...
rushed and dress coz talk at 8...
hahah
then took pictire of sleeping ppl plus me..
i didn't sleep of coz...
hahaha..
when for lunch
jeffery goh workshop was oklah...
haha...
then dinner at 415 in bella vista...
got cert presentation..
waiting for successor leader then teck guan never go...
walao...
then capt gerald call my name cause my name first..
haih...
then ate and packed up..
alighted and when home with zulaiha....
haiz..
didn;t even get the chance to say bubuy to chaqif...
but got to say to Siddiq!!!
wee!!!
hahahaha

& I cried.

Saturday, March 21, 2009
9:06 PM



well...

im going off in a few minutes to east coast park to celebrate bil's bdae..
then i'll be goin onboard SuperStar Virgo!!!

i will update you when im back soo ppl.......
DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH COZ IM GONNA MISS YOU MORE...

to my dear adk2...
thanks for meeting me up just now..
wish me all the best and doakn im come home safe and sound...


gonna miss this two ppl!!!dun have too much without me at MY SEA CAMP FEAST!
hehe..
kirim salam semuer cadre brother!

to all that wanna fetch me..
if any la..
i'll be alongside at habourfront cruise center at approx 7pm...
soo be out by then...
hehe...

see you ppl soon!!!

& I cried.

12:42 AM

tears..

& I cried.

Friday, March 20, 2009
10:01 PM

today is sleep day for me..
after i've done most of my things...
i slept...
haha...
i took me the whole day to finish up my thursday's post...
haha
soo basically noting excting today....

neneks at home but can't spent time coz i goin sailing in 2 days...
hmmm...


i can never let you be a part of me..
you will always be a friend
and only a friend...

you may be dear
but i cant gamble anymore..
if i lose you,
i'll lose alot more...

i hope this is temporary...
like the other are...

just waiting for someone..
who can replace idain..
which none can
cause noone understands....

& I cried.

Thursday, March 19, 2009
11:14 PM

helllooo WORLD!!!!!!!

been away from lappy since hmm.....
saturday?
yar..
gosh...
i was away for school camp n ADC..
STRAIGHT!!
wah steady!
hehe

VIKINGS CAMP........

came at 1 plus..
ate and played around....
then at 430 left of EP day evacuation drill...
quite fun ah...
then me n abg when out to take somethings from hanaa at her school after sending helipad home..
the otw back abg was hungry..
we stopped at broadway and accidently met tan faiz and wani..
wakaka..
then we ate...
i didnt coz i was still full..
amazing!
wakaka
then we when back to school around 130...
the gate lock soo we climbed in..
great experience for me....
hahah
then i played soccer with the boys..
well..
i scored one..
lucky i guess...
wahahahaha..
then at 0300...
someone scolded us..
haha..then all ran to bunk...
mr zaf then came into the bunk and scolded us...
my dear asm1 stupidly ask "sir,wanna battle fifa 09?"
stupid idiot...
then i slept...
woke up at 8...
ate breakfast and left...

UJIAN

travelled to Frontier CC...
set up the place...
then did a lot of marking..
numbers where evrywhere..
hahah..
calculated alot...
then finish and i went off first to JP to meet the 3 stooges...

ADC

adq called me and said airborne is already there...
gerek..
then i was standing there trying to find him then i saw the
CRESENDO THAILAND shirt...
when to him and sat beside him...
then waited for adq and sepering..
adq reached.
sepering was a tini winni late..
soo we when off first to look for pressure bandage for airbornes wrist..
then sepering met us there..
we go banquet eat and proceeded to NTUC to buy supplies for the week..haha...

we then go HQ..
we reached super duper early soo we lepaked in the clt bunk like a bunch of drunks...
haha..
we lepaked until 8 then we all met with my pelatun sec comds...
we talked a while and cleared out doubts...
then at 2100 we had our briefing...
we played soccer after that...
i scored with my lucky knee!!!
hahaha
then when to sleep...
two straigth nites of soccer!!
GOSH!!

first day
woken up by khairi....(well done)
he go airborne from his bed..
then he landed on the floor...
me n adq instantly fresh..
hahaha
give me one khairi clap!
clap* gedebush!
intructors falled in at 745..
inspected them and headed to MPH...
C/LTA Aindinna ready for 4th ADC...
haha..
tried to look garang.
as per norm....
NOT!!!!!!!!
haha...
then talked to pelatun 3....
told them my expectations and what i wanted for them...

funny things of the day...
we all slept in the learning terrace...
then i woke up awhile...
sit outside coz cold...
then i gosit outside...
then corte came in and pumped everyone whu slept..
heng ah...
then hamzah was still sleeping even though he was kicked by corte and thrown at with a bottle..
haha..
he wake up and corte was like,
drop 20...
dun bluff lah encik...
drop 20 faster...
dun bluff lah encik...
then he counted 20,30,40 then hamzah did it...
hahaha
give me one hamzah clap!
clap*(snore)tiuu!!! kababom!!!
i dun really rmbr much....

b4 they where sent to bunk we tot them a few claps...
give me one sabi clap!
clap*course best!
give me 1 chikong clap!
clap*chingching!

day 2
soo we carried on first day with footdrills and marching drills plus formation of squad..
then we carried on with cohesion nite prep..
then carried on with cohesion nite...
we did a lot of things ah...
but i just cant remember...
when we goin sleep,
on ans bed got alot of ants..
soo we sat on my bed n adks bed sharing stories...
then he slept in 20 min...
1st,he conquer 1/4..
then half..
then 3/4..
haiz...
had an fitfull sleep..
woke up a bad day..

day 3
we did arms drill and sword drill today...
i learn how to do the colours drill now..
hehe..
can lah carry but becoz of HEIGHT...
i cant..
=(((

day 4
khairi woke me up,
i checked my phone for a msg but then SM msged me...
he say,
todays pt cancel..
carry on with out processing..
then i go back sleep..
hehehe
quite relax...
played bloody hell wid them...
hehe...
then passed out them..
quite happy and sad..
haiz...

thats all..
got more but just cant rmrb...

=)))

& I cried.

Saturday, March 14, 2009
12:40 AM

fucked up!
seriously...
you are just messing with the wrong ppl bitch...

you will never know me until you see or feel my wrath..
but since you have a pussy stuck to you,
you will NEVER FEEL MY WRATH..
i'll make everyone around you suffer till you surrender to me..
UNDERSTAND FUCKING BITCH!?

you destroyed my trust,
you lost your honour in my eyes,
you lost your pride in my eyes,
you fucking made me YOUR WORST LIVING ENEMY...

to the fucking bastard out there,
you played around with my feelings..
FEEL THE PAIN JERK!
you will fucking regret what you have done for me all this while...
you fucking hell will regret.
you will pray that you WERE born with a PUSSY instead...
cause you know i don't touch girls...
you fucking WATCH YOUR BACK!!!

& I cried.

Friday, March 13, 2009
1:25 PM


when 91s kena disturb by 92,this is what happen..hahah

hey hey hey!!!

changed my blogskin again...
i know...
hahha..
too bored at home...

since other half found her other other half..
quite lonely this days...
i think i shud find my other other half...
i think i shudden...

well..
no one is mad at anyone...
just disappointed and upset....
i guess..
let time heal the scars inside..
soon well be back together other half...
rmbr how ADC bonded us?
lets dun let GUYS separate us...
rmbr what i said?
useless creatures...
haha..
*no offence adq,you are not in this section

i think we shud lepak again....
shud we??
lets go!
i goin chong pangs..
wanna tag?
hope you want...
if dun want nemind....

anyway..
me and him was just upset thats all.
he is ok with your decision..
im ok now...

haha...
but stilll.....
he is your no,1 priority like how my adq2 is to me...
soo when i go hq i'll always be wid them..
dun marah2 ah...

=)

while waiting for 145 to arrive...
i actullie did this..
hahaha..
too bored i guess...
=)


i miss my adq2!!!
even though mikaH says he not an adq to me..
to bad..
im still older by 2 mnths!!!

gonna ajak them out very soon..
=)))

& I cried.

Thursday, March 12, 2009
10:56 PM

helo helo!!!

officialy im totally not into anything els other than NCC!!!
when out to HQ at aprrox 10...
then go and do some admin..
which i in the end ditched and forget to continue..
bluek!
haha..
then go upstairs to bunk..
to change..
then help adq...
then continue to TF..
ditched TF to go sleep...
which in the end i didn't coz adiq,cine n adq were creating alot of noise...
then the real noise ARRIVED!!!!!!!!!!

the ADC ppl all came...
then we changed and when to theaterete(izit like that?)
haha..
then i got to know my ppl...
SC 1 - Jumari (Air)
SC2 - Khairi ( West)
SC 3 - Hamzah (East)
SC 4 - Sabiruna (Sea)
SC 5 - Clarence ( Sea)

and my platoon sgt is....
SHIMA!!!!!!!!!!!
gerek per!!!
i got cina wid me sumore...
adk kena throw like a 1000 miles from me..
Platoon 1 siah...
gerek pe...
nemoind...
mlm bleh bobal n emo same2..
hahaha

im starting to talk like the wessies...
wakakaka..
then adiq distirb me only,,,
stupid cock..
hahahahahahaha
no offence bro...
his dad is my SC..
what to do?
wakakakaa


missing my other lil bro now..
i think i gonna date him together with adq n cina n mayb adiq on sunday..
if he can go out..
tap mcm kecian plak dier alek sorg2...
=(

see how larhs...

i nvr knew i will be let down by my current part Ds..
they nvr tell me bout the camp adjustment..
its not a small one mind you...
its like soo farking big!
1 day cut off is like a big thing...
i dun a give dam now...
got my dear 56 to handle soo i just fark care...
just come for unit training and just help in anway...
i feel that i just lost another part of me...
double murder...

="(

& I cried.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009
11:20 PM

I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry

It's hard to forget

And yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving Me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right

But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you chose to let me down

Won't you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
(Yeh yeh yeh)

What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
I guess I'll never know...

& I cried.

9:40 PM

why am i always the last one to noe?
or why did i have to find out myself?
why?
i called you my other half and this is what i get?
don't find me anymore..
go ahead in your life...
im done with it..
im done...

im just updating if you wanna noe...
i noe i mayb compatible with him,
and if you are doing this to get him to forget you,
you're are soow wrong...
you've not only hurt him more...
you just killed a part of me..
you dun haf to explain..
i dun care if its for real or not..
you just murdered your other half...

& I cried.

8:01 PM

aindinna has gone crazy due to the lack of everthing in life..
hahaha

i was like shadoiking ppl all day...
esp khai..
i just shadoik my sister just now..
wakakakakaka...

now im like sooooooooo tired...
=)))
i actullie when down to HQ to help with AKE Admin..
but then...
2lt Lim n 3SG ray half day leave...
='(
nemind...
then i go to clt bunk and slept..
hahaha
den hd lunch with the boys...
damn cock...
haha
then go AKE..
tird...
was hauling weights all over the place...
wee!!!
ate at banquet and wen home..
home now..
and dunno wad to do now...
=((

& I cried.

Monday, March 9, 2009
4:38 AM

yeah!
im in freaking hq..
not asleep yet...
im in my office...
missing my big bro n uncle n makcik...
how r dey doin out in sea?
hahaha....

644724 is playing song..
AND trying not to sleep..
hahaha...
giggs is talking bout reaggaeton?
and ponyo is talking bout clubbing...
and im writting this...

the nigth is very boring..
wid me n adk2 emoing...
haiz..
wehn will we stop emoing???
life...
=(((

hhahahahaha

& I cried.

Sunday, March 8, 2009
3:28 PM

helo world!!!

i was awaken form my slumber at approx 8..
which suxs coz i didn't feel like waing up til 9..
soo nemind...
did all my freaking many house chores and now im rotting till i think is a good time to leave my house to get to HQ cause i need to report for West Camp Feast 2moro morning...
as intructor,
i book in,
psst!!
also many gerek ppl around...
kuang3...

i hope later won't go blank..
for both sides ah..
doesn't matter...
ike we said,
we are still friends...
even if we go blank on each other there are still other ppl around to tell us to unblank...
ok den..
i go pack my bag..

lari rumah oi!!!

& I cried.

Saturday, March 7, 2009
10:12 PM


Deepside - What I Need - Deepside



i heard this song from a friend that just had a blog(ehem!kalau rase2 tu awak then sape yg mkn lada dier yg terase pedas nye)
today was a total baek day!

morning,
i did noting..
bathe only at 12(anak dara ape nk jad)
then when for a cookinh demo with MAMI ASMAH LAILI..
since she's my aunt,
i was obliged to help her..
but then i actulli enjoyed myself..
wee!!!
then go home i was home alone...
then i slept..
hehe..
then i wake up...
all i know i i'll be booking in 2moro with boyfriend,sayang,whistler,hitman and more!!!hahahaha
can wait...
die2 must finish up my work..
wee!!!!
haha
leaving place at 5...
do a bit of shopping..
i hope they dont janji melayu(dun understan nemind)
hah

ok..
outs...
dunno wad to do already...
=))

& I cried.

8:53 PM

i've realised sumthing...guys are sumtimes not worth it...
and also...
i have 2 years left to enjoy myself...
time is getter shorter for me...
how i wish i had time on my side..
i'll make the world go abit slwer soo i can spend more precious moments with my fwens and family...
=(

& I cried.

12:01 PM



i found an old video of me..
find out which out is me..
hehe

I TOLD YOU SO!
never listen to me ryte?

& I cried.

12:18 AM

now,

i dun care whats happening in the world...
all i care is.....
i can go on in life peacefully...
and then...
make sure someone take back his word bout belifing in my gut feeling..
nvr been wrong..
soo far...
nvm..
anithin happens...
it will be here..
not there

& I cried.

Friday, March 6, 2009
8:59 PM

i;m very tired today..
i was cold in the hot sun and i think im dying..
well..
i hope i am...

& I cried.

12:45 AM

ok...
lets start a clean slate..
like i said..
evryone makes mistakes..
sorry i said horrid things bout you..
i guess i was just hurt...
yeah.
we are friends...
just like good old times...(mcm da lamer sgt hidop je!!!)
hehehe

im gonna sent helipad and uncle in 4 hours time...
i dun tink im gonna sleep..
haha
=))))

& I cried.

Thursday, March 5, 2009
11:50 PM

i' ve been away in camp for the whole week..
GOSH!!!
farking tired...

talked to both my adk2 till early morning then we go watch movie at their office...
then hitman at first sit with both the chairs near...then further and further and further...
then he...
slept..
haha...
being a good sis(ehem) i ask him go sleep inside...
then, i notice that whistler is nowhere to be found...
then mins later he came in..
ask,
hitman sleep?
i say yup...
then he say where you sleeping?
i say dunno?
then he say use the office matress..
i was like,
eeee...dusty,confirm rashes..
then he sae CLT bunk ah...
then i also..
gerek..
then go inside clt bunk also i nver sleep until 330..
woke up at 7..
then lie down do nothing..
thne go wake whistler up...
hehe..
bastard..
"whistler,whistler,wake up ley..what time aready..."
coz i bored alone mah..
hehe..
then i continue lying down then ponyo came to my window..
asked to to maasge my leg..
wee!!
haha..
then the thai came..
bfore they came to my station(rockwall),
me,Melts,Hitman,Rizza,Crazy Leg were taling bout thais..
then Melts starting toking thai...hahahaha
damn cock siah we all..

nevermind,,
then we go home..
then mnow i here..
tred as fark..
hahah
go sleep first..
snore2 snore2 snore2

& I cried.

11:34 PM

Saat Terakhir - ST12

tak pernah terfikir olehku
tak sedikitpun ku bayangkan
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

begitu sulit kubayangkan
begitu sakit ku rasakan
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

dibawah batu insan kini
kau telah sandarkan
kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
sungguh ku tk sanggup
ini terjadi kerna ku sangat cinta

inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
hanya mampu ucapkan
selamat jalan kasih

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu,kamu,kamu dihatiku
namun bagi ku melupakan mu
butuh waktuku semur hidup
satu jam sja ku taleh bisa sayangi kamu..
di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakan mu butuh waktuku seumur hidup
di nantiku....

& I cried.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009
10:28 AM


Dalam Gerimis - Visa


enjoy!

VISA DALAM GERIMIS - VISA LYRICS

Rindu... semakin berakar umbi
Yang kurasai
Saat kau pergi

Hujan... bagai mengundang nestapa
Titis airnya
Bersama deru tangisanmu...

Buat kali pertama
Ku mleihat (oh) airmatanya
Sejakku kenali dia
Sepinya kurasa
Disaat berduka
Inikah noktahnya
Pertemuan kita

Andai
Begitu suratan takdir
Usah lagi kita mungkir
Bersyukur pada rahmatNya

Kasih
Berpegang pada hakikat
Waktu yang bakal menjawab
Siapa yang benar

Pasti... aku kan tetap menanti
Ku dibayangi
Seribu mimpi

Hujan... menghilang dengan langkahnya
Ku merindui
Dalam gerimis
Yang menghiris...

& I cried.

12:20 AM

aindinna is just to tired to blog..mayb weekend...

wadeva it is....
aindinna doesn't give a damn fuck anymore..
she is happy now and she doesn't need jerks like you to ruin it
ALL OVER AGAIN
cadre SISTER!!

& I cried.

Monday, March 2, 2009
12:37 AM

and 1 more thing...
you said you won;t,
need reminder?

here you go



like you said..
i've got nothing to lose...

& I cried.

12:20 AM

great life man...
having to tolerate not 1 but 2 jerks!!!
wtf?!

childish behaviour from both side...
red n blue gets 100 point!!
blue cannot see that he deserves her,
and
red is now acting like a jerk just to make sure he's up to parr with her to show that she deserves him as much as he deserve her...
damn!!
now i hate myself for being in between you guys...(di antara kalian-not in the context of the song) yeah!!!

now i should kick myself somewhere...
but where..
the other is totally ignoring me..
soo..
just ignore la...
see if i give a damn fark
if you really treasure our frienship,
you won't be doing this...
yar..
you are a just a jerk...
i dun wanna think futher but if you really mean what you say last time...
you woudn't be doing this..
you just wont

& I cried.

Sunday, March 1, 2009
1:37 PM

aindinna woke up earlier than yest...
about 5?
then when back to sleep..
and finally woke up at 9plus?
yar..
haha...
replied to a msg with a clear head but blurry eyes but end up sending crap..
haha..
then aben came!!
and one more,
BIL also came..
SUPRISE the whole house coz we tot it was daddy..
sent breaksfast siah..
hahahhahahahahahahaha...

oklah..
dunnno wad to do now...
probably rot..
hahaz

& I cried.

1:37 AM

i am now officially screwed!!!
i messed up my sleeping order and now i can't sleep..
damn....
yest was total sleep day...

0400 - 0730 - sleep
0745 - 1303 - sleep
1700 - 2000 - sleep...

3.5+5.78+3 = 12.28 hrs..
damn!!!
haha...
plus fever plus angsty...
haiz...
kinda love the song in my blog ryte now....
realli..
hehe...
damn farked up now...
sometimes...
you have to accept the fact that you can help in evrything..
and sumtimes,
being a someone whu have drowned before,
your mouth is very salty (mulot masin)
shudden haf said it..
how selfish of me...
damn,,

nemind..
the past is always the past...
and i am only me...
wee!!!
haha...
ok..
outs..
mayb sleeping,,,
=))

& I cried.

Aind

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