I’m my own mystery
Monday, May 17, 2010
12:55 AM

1255 n i cant sleep...
i hurt inside and im lonely
i feel like killing someone..
or just run..
and run
run
run
run..
till i drop n tire...

well,
to those non-existent readers,
thanks for reading my life...
=)

& I cried.

Sunday, May 16, 2010
1:46 AM

1 month off from contacting the world...
this is what happens....

  1. i'm blocked from Darlaa's blog
  2. my soo called syg msged me to ask me join his company then ignores me again like normal but usually complains his phone is silent since he bcame single
  3. my phone is silent other then msges from adk ajim
  4. im starting to learn MMA
  5. my soo called bro finally realized im alive then sae i forget him but when the period i needed him the most he is not there.
  6. i love my new JOB
  7. i hate guys
  8. im a fcuking loner now
  9. i've read 16 books
  10. i've started to wear a watch
  11. i dropped my phone 3 times a day
  12. i have money
  13. airborne gonna treat me ice cream
  14. ncc doesnt mean anything now
  15. my soo called bros n sis have pulled the disappearing act on me
  16. i've lose a significant amount of weight since jan
  17. i've been matched make to a guy who meets my requirement but i dont like him coz he has one quality i cant tolerate.BY THE BOOK guy
  18. i've talked malay to my guest when they are not malay
  19. i learnt how to control my anger better
  20. i feel like a total loser.
okae thats all..
hope someone will read this and sae...

okae.
she's a despo

or

lets reappear in her life then leave her again!

well...
who reads this crap aniwae?
lonelier than the loneliest in the world.


my heart doesnt feel like me at all..
outise im me..
inside,
im just this cold bitch...
no one can warm me up animore..
my heart is close..
soo has my soul...

& I cried.

Aind

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