I’m my own mystery

Thursday, January 6, 2011

4:14 AM

i think that’s one of the worst things to see. Seeing someone who has a smile on their face, but sadness in their eyes. Watching someone try to be so strong and pretending to be happy, but for what? Because they’re so insecure that they’re afraid no one cares? Is it something so bad that it could ruin a person? Because they don’t want anyone to know of their problems? Or is it just that they’re the type of person who’s been hurt so much that they know no one can help anyways? There could be a million different reasons that could hide behind two eyes, and the sad part is no one will probably ever really know.

& I cried.

1:59 AM

This are the Capris that are close to my heart!!

Muhammad Aqsaarudin
09 Jan 01
Lil Bro / Uncle Aqsaa

Siti Adhwaadinna Rooslee
14 jan 05
Lil sister/ Mak Su

Jayson Chong He Da
04 jan 90
Guardsman

Muhammad Ad-Zaheer Muhammad Addin
03 jan 10
Nephew / Lil Monster

& I cried.

1:32 AM

suprise2!!
aind is back on blogger..
hahhaa..
and its been 3 effing months..
haha...

cool or what?
well,
aind is abit stupid!!

yest we just celebrated nephews 1st bdae!!!
HAPPY BDAE ADZAHEER!!

and today is abg chong's 21st bdae!! ADULT LOH!!
=)

mine is coming in 8 daes..
whre i'll be stuck between being a teenager (but theres no more teen) and and adult (still not legal..)

hehe

i love all of you and i hope 2011 will be a good year for myself n all of you reading this shit...
hehehe
nolah..
reading this post...

8 more days!!

& I cried.

2:41 AM

Happy 21st Birthday to 2LT Mohamad fareez!
May Allah bless your life always and you live your life to the fullest!
amin.
Happy one year soldier bro!
9 more months to go!!
=))
hope you find your solution to on how to befriend paikias and pai ka pai chus(wadeva dat is bro)!

& I cried.

2:41 AM

Ekamatra

Hanya Satu Persinggahan

Di sini kasih pernah berbunga
Tiada harum tiada warna
Di sini cinta pernah membara
Tanpa bahang dan tanpa apinya
Begini yang ku rasa
Hidup kita berdua

Di sini langit mendung selalu
Tiada cahaya menyinariku
Di sini aku tiada berdaya
Mengikut kata tanpa bicara
Kerana engkau tahu
Aku tidak sepadan denganmu

Hubungan kita suatu persinggahan
Bukan pengabadian yang rela
Pemergianku oh kerana terpaksa
Demi hidup yang lebih sempurna
Anggaplah kehadiranku
Hanya satu persinggahan
Aku tidak menjanjikan
Mahligai impian
Sebagaimana kau harapkan

Biarlah jauh dari pandangan
Daripada dekat penuh seksa
Biar berduka biar melara
Dari sengketa sepanjang masa
Janganlah engkau harapkan
Ku menghambakan diri

Nanti kau tahu ertinya sepi
Bagaikan pisau menghiris api
Nanti kau tahu ertinya rindu
Bagai tertusuk duri sembilu
Batin akan tersiksa
Jasad pasti merana

& I cried.

2:39 AM

MENGAPA PERPISAHAN YANG KAU PINTA (FLYBAITS)

Seketika itu sepi mencuit hati
Hanya suara hujan seakan menyanyi
Mendendangkan lagu syahdu
Ketika ku terpegun
Merenung jauh gambarmu sayangku

Terkilan rasa bila kata-katamu
Kau ucapkan padaku, membuat ku terpaku
Bersama-sama suratmu, setelah ku baca kini
Seolah ku berada dalam mimpi

korus

Titisan demi titisan
Airmata ku jatuh berlinangan
Kugenggam gambarmu dalam pelukan mesra
Tak mungkin dapat ku melupakanmu...
Sayang...
Di dalam dunia ini
Tak mungkin dapat ku cari pengganti dirimu
Oh... mengapa perpisahan yang kau pinta

Janganlah kau lupa suatu ketika dulu
Kita pernah bersama berjanji dan bercinta
Kini nyata kau mungkiri setelah janjimu itu
Di manakah letak kejujuranmu

& I cried.

1:33 AM

Meet Ahmad Fadhuli
His name means
Yang terpuji
hahahaha
Inside joke
yes i noe its stupid
but currently im doin report n my brain cells dying
<3

life at current is like this...

1. im boyfriendless (for 4 years running!!wohoo!! -_-")

2. im doin my private diploma.

3. im getting very sick..

4. i miss being crzy..

5. i love my new school mates!

& I cried.

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