A fresh begining....

got this from tumbler

2011-01-06T04:14:00.000+08:00

i think that’s one of the worst things to see. Seeing someone who has a smile on their face, but sadness in their eyes. Watching someone try to be so strong and pretending to be happy, but for what? Because they’re so insecure that they’re afraid no one cares? Is it something so bad that it could ruin a person? Because they don’t want anyone to know of their problems? Or is it just that they’re the type of person who’s been hurt so much that they know no one can help anyways? There could be a million different reasons that could hide behind two eyes, and the sad part is no one will probably ever really know.

Capris Rule Me!!

2011-01-04T01:59:00.003+08:00

This are the Capris that are close to my heart!!

Muhammad Aqsaarudin
09 Jan 01
Lil Bro / Uncle Aqsaa

Siti Adhwaadinna Rooslee
14 jan 05
Lil sister/ Mak Su

Jayson Chong He Da
04 jan 90
Guardsman

Muhammad Ad-Zaheer Muhammad Addin
03 jan 10
Nephew / Lil Monster

BOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2011-01-04T01:32:00.002+08:00

suprise2!!
aind is back on blogger..
hahhaa..
and its been 3 effing months..
haha...

cool or what?
well,
aind is abit stupid!!

yest we just celebrated nephews 1st bdae!!!
HAPPY BDAE ADZAHEER!!

and today is abg chong's 21st bdae!! ADULT LOH!!
=)

mine is coming in 8 daes..
whre i'll be stuck between being a teenager (but theres no more teen) and and adult (still not legal..)

hehe

i love all of you and i hope 2011 will be a good year for myself n all of you reading this shit...
hehehe
nolah..
reading this post...

8 more days!!

Fareez's bdae!!

2010-10-09T02:41:00.005+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to 2LT Mohamad fareez!
May Allah bless your life always and you live your life to the fullest!
amin.
Happy one year soldier bro!
9 more months to go!!
=))
hope you find your solution to on how to befriend paikias and pai ka pai chus(wadeva dat is bro)!

Ekamatra

2010-10-09T02:41:00.001+08:00

Ekamatra

Hanya Satu Persinggahan

Di sini kasih pernah berbunga
Tiada harum tiada warna
Di sini cinta pernah membara
Tanpa bahang dan tanpa apinya
Begini yang ku rasa
Hidup kita berdua

Di sini langit mendung selalu
Tiada cahaya menyinariku
Di sini aku tiada berdaya
Mengikut kata tanpa bicara
Kerana engkau tahu
Aku tidak sepadan denganmu

Hubungan kita suatu persinggahan
Bukan pengabadian yang rela
Pemergianku oh kerana terpaksa
Demi hidup yang lebih sempurna
Anggaplah kehadiranku
Hanya satu persinggahan
Aku tidak menjanjikan
Mahligai impian
Sebagaimana kau harapkan

Biarlah jauh dari pandangan
Daripada dekat penuh seksa
Biar berduka biar melara
Dari sengketa sepanjang masa
Janganlah engkau harapkan
Ku menghambakan diri

Nanti kau tahu ertinya sepi
Bagaikan pisau menghiris api
Nanti kau tahu ertinya rindu
Bagai tertusuk duri sembilu
Batin akan tersiksa
Jasad pasti merana

Flybaits

2010-10-09T02:39:00.000+08:00

MENGAPA PERPISAHAN YANG KAU PINTA (FLYBAITS)

Seketika itu sepi mencuit hati
Hanya suara hujan seakan menyanyi
Mendendangkan lagu syahdu
Ketika ku terpegun
Merenung jauh gambarmu sayangku

Terkilan rasa bila kata-katamu
Kau ucapkan padaku, membuat ku terpaku
Bersama-sama suratmu, setelah ku baca kini
Seolah ku berada dalam mimpi

korus

Titisan demi titisan
Airmata ku jatuh berlinangan
Kugenggam gambarmu dalam pelukan mesra
Tak mungkin dapat ku melupakanmu...
Sayang...
Di dalam dunia ini
Tak mungkin dapat ku cari pengganti dirimu
Oh... mengapa perpisahan yang kau pinta

Janganlah kau lupa suatu ketika dulu
Kita pernah bersama berjanji dan bercinta
Kini nyata kau mungkiri setelah janjimu itu
Di manakah letak kejujuranmu

life at current

2010-10-06T01:33:00.005+08:00

Meet Ahmad Fadhuli
His name means
Yang terpuji
hahahaha
Inside joke
yes i noe its stupid
but currently im doin report n my brain cells dying
<3

life at current is like this...

1. im boyfriendless (for 4 years running!!wohoo!! -_-")

2. im doin my private diploma.

3. im getting very sick..

4. i miss being crzy..

5. i love my new school mates!

i still have someone loving me...

2010-08-26T01:31:00.000+08:00

all this while when i tot noone loves me anymore..
i was wrong...
i was very very n gravely wrong...

as i was thinking of all my good times that has past,
n i tot my end was near,
in my head,
the Azan was wailing loudly n clearly..
soo clearly that i feel peaceful n i started to smile..
i feel soo much love...
i noe now in the midst of feeling unloved,
only one still loves me..
Allah S.W.T

now,
i noe the meaning of being a true
Muslim.
Amin..

dishearthen...

2010-08-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

well wondering wad happen to me?
well...
i only write in this blog if i am superbly disturbed or upset or happy..so yah...

well..
im sad coz i have no friends...
realy no friends...

ppl in challenge are not friends...
they are more to family..
family teac you to further improve...
i love them as how i would love my family...

sumone used my name recently...
the sumone saed that i was not available..
but for the fact that sumone didn't even contact me...
i noe im useless..
dat doesn't give u the right to use my name for your own infatuation..
if u tink u are the one then yes..
you are...

im sorry to do this over the net,
but its the onli way to connect to others...
my loyalty to you has now come to the end..

im on my own as now i have no loyalty to anyone except to myself...
for the other someone,
i just wanna tell you that if u want to go sumwhere in life,
stop being invisible..
if u really like the person,
just tell them..
dun keep it in you and keep degrading yourself..
you'll never know..
yes you broke my heart alot of time when you tell me u like this person n that.
but even broke my heart even more when you ignored me totalli...
just to tell u if u are still reading my blog,
i have learnt to forget you n forget you i will..

mma

2010-07-17T13:29:00.006+08:00

life is fun when you are around ppl u r comfortable with...
even though i meet my mma cronies once a month.
we still feel like family...
=)

i care for them and they for me..
how i wich i can find more of this extended family...

=)

im happy

2010-07-13T15:15:00.001+08:00

im happy when im with my clan..
time passes sooo fast with them that unusually happy at times..
well..
life..

you noe when u are gonna die ryte?
well,
i tink its soon...

can confirm liao...

2010-07-06T21:07:00.003+08:00

f

i still tink im dying..
however,
i didn't sae i cant enjoy..
when out with CampChallenge Peeps for our...

YOUTH BUYING WATCHES ANNOYING CHICKEN SHADES MAKAN SEAFOOD RAMLEE BURGER ICE CREAM JOHOR DAY...

Raam was our JB camp chief..
Min was our Spore Camp Chief

Karen Spore PM
Yvonne JB PM

alot of fun...
met erwin's gf..(hot!!)
met erwin's twin in JB..(find the pic yourself)

i got 2 oakley n an adidas watch for myself..
=))

HAHA..
was fun...
see for yourself...

i really tink im dying..
i hope soo..
coz i have nothing left to do in this world,
and noone needs me animore..

i tink im dying

2010-07-04T16:00:00.001+08:00

well..
i tink im dying...
i dun feel like doing anyting..
i dun feel like im alive
i always feel like dying.

do you tink im dying?

AMF

wad a dae!

2010-06-25T22:02:00.004+08:00

today...

i spent almost every minute of my waking hour with zaheer!!
hahaha...
love him ALOT!!!!
well..
soon need to love him n his lil bro/sis!!
wee!!!
more kids in the hse!!
kekeke...

i LOIKE!!
well ppl..
update on my life...

now im into boxing..
n i'm gonna boxing pro starting soon...
im gonna start school AGAIN!!!
WEEE!!!!
im losing weight!
then let all those Mike Foxtrots fall at my feet then i'll say this..
You didnt want me fat n nice,
u cant have me sexy n bitchy!
Alpha Mike Foxtrot!

hahaha...

=))

<3 style="font-size:130%;">
Alpha
Mike
Foxtrot

im soo in love!!!

2010-06-24T15:09:00.002+08:00

wanna noe wads im soo in love with??

SGT JOJO'S MCM PAHAM FACE,
TAMORA PIERCE,
FIIEZA M,
MYSELF,
PSSGS,
SEA LEPAK BUDDIES,
MYSELF,
MYSELF
MYSELF...

hahahahahha...
i tink im gonna zzz again...
head heavy...
time to sleep!

Alpha
Mike
Foxtrot

fcuk to all fcuked up lil sister!!

2010-06-19T01:29:00.002+08:00

do u tink u can everyday take pictures with world known professional fighters??
my stupid fcked up bitch took out all the photos and dumped it sumwhere and now saes she lazie to wake up to find it...

last time,
if i disturbed my elders photo,
no matter what time n where u are u r to find it then resume your activity..
i dun care i fcking making her wake up and find it,,
full stop!

its1255...

2010-05-17T00:55:00.001+08:00

1255 n i cant sleep...
i hurt inside and im lonely
i feel like killing someone..
or just run..
and run
run
run
run..
till i drop n tire...

well,
to those non-existent readers,
thanks for reading my life...
=)

1 month...

2010-05-16T01:46:00.002+08:00

1 month off from contacting the world...
this is what happens....

i'm blocked from Darlaa's blog
my soo called syg msged me to ask me join his company then ignores me again like normal but usually complains his phone is silent since he bcame single
my phone is silent other then msges from adk ajim
im starting to learn MMA
my soo called bro finally realized im alive then sae i forget him but when the period i needed him the most he is not there.
i love my new JOB
i hate guys
im a fcuking loner now
i've read 16 books
i've started to wear a watch
i dropped my phone 3 times a day
i have money
airborne gonna treat me ice cream
ncc doesnt mean anything now
my soo called bros n sis have pulled the disappearing act on me
i've lose a significant amount of weight since jan
i've been matched make to a guy who meets my requirement but i dont like him coz he has one quality i cant tolerate.BY THE BOOK guy
i've talked malay to my guest when they are not malay
i learnt how to control my anger better
i feel like a total loser.

okae thats all..
hope someone will read this and sae...

okae.
she's a despo

or

lets reappear in her life then leave her again!

well...
who reads this crap aniwae?
lonelier than the loneliest in the world.

my heart doesnt feel like me at all..
outise im me..
inside,
im just this cold bitch...
no one can warm me up animore..
my heart is close..
soo has my soul...

GoodBye World

2010-04-14T17:36:00.001+08:00

Ok world..
listen up...

FROM TODAY ONWARDS,
IM NO LONGER GONNA SIT DOWN AND MOPE AROUND.
IF I WANNA DO SOMETHING,
IM GONNA DO IT..
NO MORE WAITING..
AND HEARTBREAKS...

TO YOU;
I DON CARE ANYMORE N IM NOT GONNA WAIT TILL U MSG ME..
AND IM NOT GONNA MSG U UNLESS U MSG ME 1ST.

ok world...
im done.
thnks..

AINDINNA IS IN THE HOUSE!

ain is very tired....

2010-04-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

as the title says..
=)

Goin Out n AZFAR BELATED WISH

2010-04-10T15:23:00.003+08:00

firstly,

HAPPPYY BBDDAAEEE ADK AZFAR!!!!!!
srie yer smlm keje...
=)

da 18 adk aku ni..
may kak ain kac belated bdae present eh..
abhe kte gy clubbing!!
nknk?
haha

tday,
im goin out with...
SAYANG!!!!!!
yeah!
mkn pat swensen n then jln2...=0

after that,
off to sentosa i go!
yeahhhhh!

Running & Kite Flying!!!

2010-04-02T22:33:00.003+08:00

I was running in the morning!
AMAZING!
hahaha....

okk...
then i went KITE FLYING!
weee!!!!
let the pic upstairs do the talking!

music for the day....
Mengintai Dari Tirai Kamar...
if you think this song is for you,it is...

Dinginnya angin malam ini
Menyapa tubuhku
Namun tidak dapat mendinginkan
Hatiku yang kau hangatkan

Terasa tercabarnya kelakianku ini
Dengan sikapmu menentanglah
Aku ini insan kekurangan
Senangnya kau mainkan...

Siapalah aku ini untuk
Memintal buih yang memutih
Menjadi permaidani seperti mana
Yang tertulis dalam novel cinta...

Juga mustahil bagiku
Menggapai bintang di langit
Menjadikan hantaran syarat untuk milikimu semua itu
Sungguh aku tak termampu...

Silap aku juga
Kerana jatuh cinta
Insan sepertimu
Seanggun bidadari

Seharusnya aku cerminkan diri
Ku sebelum tirai kamar aku
Buka mengintaimu...

I was bouldering today!!!

2010-04-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

ok ppl!!!

1st thing 1st.....
I've been accepted to work at UNDERWATER WORLD & DOLPHIN LAGOON SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=)))

ok...
2nd thing...
i went BOULDERING TODAY!!!!!
from wikipedia,

Bouldering is a style of rock climbing undertaken without a rope and normally limited to very short climbs over a crash pad so that a fall will not result in serious injury. It is typically practiced on large natural boulders or artificial boulders in gyms and outdoor urban areas. However, it may also be practiced at the base of larger rock faces, or even on buildings or public architecture (see buildering).

ok fun!!
haha..
but got swollen right hand..
and i goin KITE FLYING 2MORO!!!
WEEE!!!
2moro then i talk ah.,...
=))

Forgotten...Who I am

2010-03-31T12:41:00.001+08:00

Forgotten - Avril Lavigne

Ah ah, oh oh
Ah ah, oh oh
Ah ah, oh oh
Ah ah, oh oh
I'm giving up on everything
Because you messed me up
Don't know how much you screwed it up
You never listen that's just too bad
Because I'm moving on
I won't forget
You were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don't patronize me
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

(chorus)
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Ah ah oh oh
Ah ah oh oh

Gotta get away
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
It won't ever be the same
We're so different now
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

(chorus)

I know I wanna run away
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away
If only I could run away
Run away
I told you what I wanted
I told you what I wanted
What I wanted
I was forgotten
I won't be forgotten
NEVER AGAIN!!!

(chorus x2)

What hurts the most....Is waiting for you to come along....

2010-03-29T22:01:00.004+08:00

What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was trying to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you every where I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret, but I know
If I could do it over
I would trade, give away, show the words that I saved in my heart that I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Uhh hey yeaaaaaaaaah!

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do

Ohh ohh!

baby,
save me from this loniness and despair..
ive been waiting for you since forever..
come to me soon....

Someone...sing this for me please....(where are you now??)

2010-03-29T20:29:00.003+08:00

Puteri -2D

Kau datang tanpaku sedar
Didalam kegelapan
Beserta keyakinan

Dan ku hanya bisa menyanyi
Tentang kehidupan ini
Tanpaku mengerti...

Dan...
Langit menjadi biru
Dengan kehadiranmu,
Oh sayang

Adakah ini satu cabaran
Ataupun satu pertemuan

Kau puteriku
Kau menghias ruang istanaku
Kau sentuh dan kau kucup
Tanganku...
Beri keyakinan di dalam jiwaku
Sebagai petanda kau puteriku...

im still waiting...
dear prince...
where are you now???

Thanks to you ppl...

2010-03-28T23:38:00.002+08:00

Heloo world!!!
hhhhahaha...
if there is a world who is reading my crappy blog...
ahahahha...

ok 1stly,<3
thank you OCT fareez of Hotel Wing for making my daes with your perfect malay/english replys..never fail to make me laugh or smile....
and replying "sorry lambat reply"(sorry late reply) a thousand times even though i noe u r very busy man and i told u to stop it but u are just too perfect to not do it...

2ndly,<3
thank you 3SG Jayson Chong of 1st Guards for always layaning me when im bored or sad..and always being there despite you "busy" workload...and thanks for making me smile and telling me wad to do when needed...

3rdly,
thank you to YOU for at last making the move to make me smile again...yes,you did make me angry coz u didnt react the way i tot u wud react...i didnt noe u wud actulli react in the OMG AVOID3!!!! haha...let bygones be bygone...5 letters was wad i been waiting for all this while....

to all you 3,
take care..
im not in the mood to talk to anione...
and ive changed number...

fareez-take care in hotel wing..
abg-do your job well sgt chong

ok ppl..
tyme to sleep...
nites world!

HappY BdaE DUCKIE!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-28T10:11:00.003+08:00

Today is Chan Wei Hao's 19th Bdae!!
Happy Bdae COW!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha..
Happy Birdae to you!
Happy Birdae to you!
Happy Birdae to Duckie!
Happy Birdae to you!

veryyyyyy borrriinnnggg nw...

im still girl k?

2010-03-24T21:11:00.002+08:00

wah..
sort siols...

i was onboard this ship jus now..
then when the ship safety officer when into engine room..
he walked around then ask my foreman is i was a..
BOI OR GIRL..
WASN'T IT OBBVIOUS???????
effed up siah..
den like dun belif im supposed to be there...
eff up!!!

at least ronald made me smile...
he told everyone i was the foreman..
hahaha..
n the foreman is SNR foreman...
hahaha
funny..

i feel like dying now...
soo im goin to sleep..
nites all!

and it very sad that,
whenever sumelse is hurt,
i get hurt along to help the person recover...
whenever i'm hurt,
i get nothing..
why suddenly i feel this way?

crazy dae at TruMarine..

2010-03-23T21:17:00.001+08:00

will update with photos soon soo all u ppl(if there is any) will understand...

btw...

DONT GIVE UP!!
IT NOT WORTH IT!!!

24km will be nothing uh bro!
common!
=))

how?

2010-03-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

how does this people cope with the pain of...

-losing someone
-feeling lost
-not getting wad u want
-loneliness..

i need someone to answer me...
i noe i wont get any answer coz i noe
no one cares for me enuf to read wad am i doin..
how am i..
or even msg me how r u...

i noe everyone is busy..
im just very free to tink bout everione else...
=(
im useless..
and
Im Giving Up...

cheers,
love from the given up world,
-AiN-

im not a loner..everione is just bz!

2010-03-20T17:40:00.001+08:00

im not a loner!
hahaha
everione else is busy..
fullstop.

very tired now..
fevering...
shits..
ok..

sleepy
bye

Simple Plan

2010-03-17T21:10:00.003+08:00

"Perfect"

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

blackouts!!!

2010-03-17T20:39:00.003+08:00

Picture of the day
Hakim's ORD

my 1st dae onboard..
and guess wad???
got blackout siah!!!
and on sunday,
sumone missed me...
hahaha...

and now i noe that,
im actullie always an
ALTERNATIVE to some1s problm..
nver a
SOLUTION...

hahaha...
wad to do ryte?
ain will alwys be ain..

and btw,
im injured at the waist..
for all my ghost readers to noe and say..
alah kecian..
or
take care ain
or
wadeva

haha..
i noe im a loner..
but that doesnt stop me from trying to be happy.

Picture missed most
Zaheer

meet Mohamed Fareez Aziz

2010-03-14T20:21:00.002+08:00

he today got his mock platoon live firing...
and he carries the methador..
haha..
BSLC NOT SAME UH...
haha..
he has to chiong like his life depends on it...
hahaha...
tomoro is his live range..
he'll only reply my msg in 3 daes mayb?
hahaha..
it ok i underdstand...
i really stopped smoking...
like really...
i met fareez at AYG...
he is from 50th CLT Intake...
and he like to disturb me coz im in 54th but i'm a captain.
haha..
Fareez is all a lady can dream of...

He is a gentlemen.
i tink he is the only one left in the world.
haha.

then i worked with him again at Central SSC.
both of us were OCs.
but this time,
i disturbed him bcoz of his upcoming....
ENLISMENT!!!!
hahaha...

seriouly,
he super nice...
haha...

BMT,
Cougar Company...
he didnt go OCS from BMT though.
he went to BSLC..

BSLC,
he was in Charlie Company..
and his bslc intake is 54th!
from there,
he als dunno y he could cross over as he wasn't an award winner.
let the instructors think bout dat.

OCS,
fareez is in Hotel wing.
H is handsome,
H is Hardcore
H is Hero...
this is wad his wing commander is shaping them into...
and this is wad his wing comm told them...
"IF YOU EVER HURT YOUR PARENTS,I WILL EFFING KILL YOU!!"
hahaha..
and his fav word is KILL....
haha...
thanks fareez for making my week.
hope u can make my upcoming weekend the best again...

friday saturday

2010-03-14T20:07:00.005+08:00

friday is a good n bad day....
bcoz....

we AT LAST GOT A JOB after rotting for 4 daes....
then...
we were DENIED ENTRY as our names were not in the namelist....
then,
we slept at the bustop waiting for vehicle which supposed to come in 1 hr but came in 2 hours later...
then,
got back lunch...
then,
met up wid abg hakim n my cadre brothers go eat....
then go home talk to ajim n hyra...

saturday...
talk to ajim till saturday...
slept at 3 plus?
woke up at 1130..
still sleepi...
then nazim lost his wallet...
go make plice report making me late meeting fareez...
took cab with him to SAFTI MI.
then during Social nite 4get take pic no.1,
nazim found his wallet made me angry...
made fareez worry coz i not enuf sleep...
then told fareez everything thats bothering me..
he sent me home...

itchy butt = itchy face..

2010-03-06T21:32:00.002+08:00

ugh!!!
my face itching like mad!!!
tot the choc allergy thingy is gone...
is still here to stay!!

MY FACE IS LIKE ITCHING LIKE MADD!!!!

UGHH!!

ok off to scratch my face..
and..
ITP IS ON MONDAY!!

yeah!

Happy Bdae Mohamed Hakim!!!

2010-02-28T15:49:00.002+08:00

Today's is KIMMY's BDAE!

one year ago i did this..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO mikaH!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

this year...
it will be this..

SELAMAT HARI JADI!!!
SELAMAT HARI JADI!!!
SELAMAT HARI JADI KIMMY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SELAMAT HARI JADI!!!

hahaha..
hapy 19 bro

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2010-02-22T12:04:00.000+08:00

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2010-02-22T12:03:00.000+08:00

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stress!!!

2010-02-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

very stresss....
tk bf..
tkd life...
tk duit..
tk motor..
TKD LIFE!!!

tap ader keje...
hehehe..

dang,
i made abg motor damn mad today..
very bad ain...
tsk tsk tsk
after wad he done for me just now....
haiz...

damn...
got Zone A today..
which was ok at the ending...
got snake!
haha..
okok...

find a way to minta maaf k from abg motor..
damn...
this is sucky...
shit..
ain ain
spoil your dae for wad>?

wah..very long already....

2010-02-17T02:06:00.003+08:00

thanks uh for all those ppl whu read but dun comment..
ok bye

was in PERAK..
it was shitfull...
ok photos l8r i put..

my work..
FUN..
this is my geng...
Abg Motor
Joy
Encik Zam
Joyah
Boy Retard

hahaha
fun bunch...
like SERIUSLY..

hahaha
miss my old geng though..
biaserlah..
siapelah aku?

stupid

2010-02-04T21:32:00.000+08:00

fuck off

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Migraine

2010-02-01T22:01:00.001+08:00

Triggers

A migraine trigger is any factor that, on exposure or withdrawal, leads to the development of an acute migraine headache. Triggers may be categorized as behavioral, environmental, infectious, dietary, chemical, or hormonal. In the medical literature, these factors are known as 'precipitants.'

The MedlinePlus Medical Encyclopedia, for example, offers the following list of migraine triggers:

Migraine attacks may be triggered by:

Allergic reactions
Bright lights, loud noises, and certain odors or perfumes
Physical or emotional stress
Changes in sleep patterns
Smoking or exposure to smoke
Skipping meals
Alcohol
Menstrual cycle fluctuations, birth control pills, hormone fluctuations during the menopause transition
Tension headaches
Foods containing tyramine (red wine, aged cheese, smoked fish, chicken livers, figs, and some beans), monosodium glutamate (MSG) or nitrates (like bacon, hot dogs, and salami)
Other foods such as chocolate, nuts, peanut butter, avocado, banana, citrus, onions, dairy products, and fermented or pickled foods.

– MedlinePlus medical encyclopedia^[23]

Prodrome phase

Prodromal symptoms occur in 40–60% of migraineurs (migraine sufferers). This phase may consist of altered mood, irritability, depression or euphoria, fatigue, yawning, excessive sleepiness, craving for certain food (e.g. chocolate), stiff muscles (especially in the neck), constipation or diarrhea, increased urination, and other visceral symptoms.^[18] These symptoms usually precede the headache phase of the migraine attack by several hours or days, and experience teaches the patient or observant family how to detect that a migraine attack is near.

Pain phase

This section does not cite any references or sources.
Please help improve this article by adding citations to reliable sources. Unsourced material may be challenged and removed. (September 2009)

The typical migraine headache is unilateral, throbbing, and moderate to severe and can be aggravated by physical activity. Not all these features are necessary. The pain may be bilateral at the onset or start on one side and become generalized, and usually it alternates sides from one attack to the next. The onset is usually gradual. The pain peaks and then subsides and usually lasts 4 to 72 hours in adults and 1 to 48 hours in children. The frequency of attacks is extremely variable, from a few in a lifetime to several a week, and the average migraineur experiences one to three headaches a month. The head pain varies greatly in intensity.

The pain of migraine is invariably accompanied by other features. Nausea occurs in almost 90 percent of patients, and vomiting occurs in about one third of patients. Many patients experience sensory hyperexcitability manifested by photophobia, phonophobia, and osmophobia and seek a dark and quiet room. Blurred vision, nasal stuffiness, diarrhea, polyuria, pallor, or sweating may be noted during the headache phase. There may be localized edema of the scalp or face, scalp tenderness, prominence of a vein or artery in the temple, or stiffness and tenderness of the neck. Impairment of concentration and mood are common. The extremities tend to feel cold and moist. Vertigo may be experienced; a variation of the typical migraine, called vestibular migraine, has also been described. Lightheadedness, rather than true vertigo,^{[citation needed]} and a feeling of faintness may occur.

[edit] Postdrome phase

The patient may feel tired or "hungover" and have head pain, cognitive difficulties, gastrointestinal symptoms, mood changes, and weakness.^[22] Some people feel unusually refreshed or euphoric after an attack, whereas others note depression and malaise. Often, some of the minor headache phase symptoms may continue, such as loss of appetite, photophobia, and lightheadedness. For some patients, a 5- to 6-hour nap may reduce the pain, but slight headaches may still occur when the patient stands or sits quickly. These symptoms may go away after a good night's rest, although there is no guarantee. Some people may suffer and recover differently than others.

sick n tired of u!

2010-01-31T23:29:00.001+08:00

UGH!
im soo damn sick and tired of being pushed around!
as of feb this year,i am going to stand up for myself.
STARTING with my STUDIES.
FULLSTOP

GOT KBELLS!!!!

2010-01-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

okie..
mummy bought me kbelss for my bdae!!!
hahaha..
(mummy refers to mdm sunita,my godmom)
did my fisrt cycle this morn....
but nvr feel that tired coz nvr do serious uh....
but just nw did serious shit!!!
hahaha
BEST

nw abit aching but not rabak ..
hahaha...
job hunted with Darlaa just nw...
and my damn lappy still haben ok yet..
haiz....

nemind...
tired..
going to sleep nw...
=p

btw,
my hensem boi coming over 2MORO!!
wee!!!
but too bad lah...
nt staying over...
dang!

the more i try to forget,
the more i remember..
its true wad they sae,
dont play with fire,
the heat will scorch you when u get near...
lesson learnt the hard way ...
sorry doesnt cover up the distance i just put between us.

Please be informed that i wont be meeting any NCC people till APRIL...after APRIL then i will meet you guys.
i've changed my number and will only be going back to my line after APRIL.

THANK YOU
this doesnt apply to Darlaa & Faqih (i see them everyday)

empty body

2010-01-24T23:36:00.002+08:00

my passion has been taken away,
for now,
im just a body with no soul.

my tears doesnt matter.
dont try to find me plz.
it will hurt me more if anyone were to ask me wad happen.
my soul follow my tears,
down to the valley of sorrowness and despair.

for you,
i'll be long gone from your life...
it was my mistake to ever fall for you...
im sorry friend...
lets carry on with life and forget each other..
clear our slates of promises..
there is none left now...
good bye dear...
i bid you farewell

letter to stomach

2010-01-19T23:51:00.003+08:00

Dear Stomach Department,

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE STOP MAKING ME SAD!!!
let me sleep early for once after 3++ days....
plz...
i've been a good girl...
let me sleep....
Feelings is hurt now and they need the rest..
dun add pressure to Stress Department...
They are already working under pressure...
as for Repair department,they need the full 8 hours to repair me properly..
please for once...

Regards,
Siti Aindinna Rooslee
Cheif Executive Officer
Founder of Aind's Pte Ltd.

its nothing actullie..
i hope its sumting bad soo i can die faster...
=)

go figure...y do u care anyway?

2010-01-19T23:40:00.003+08:00

Khabarkan

2010-01-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

Ku… Khabarkan pada sang air
Cintaku basah di tengah hujan
Lemas di tengah lautan
Dan ku… Khabarkan pada sang angin
Hentikan pukulan ombak agar cintaku
Mampu berenang

Ooo… Aaa… Ooo…

Khabarkan pada sang bulan
Cintaku hilang panduan
Ooo… Hilang arah hampir rebah
Tak tahu ke mana nak berjalan

Khabarkan… Pada sang mentari
Ooo… Terangkan jalan ke empunya hati
Agar cintaku sampai kepadanya

Bawalah aku…
Bawa, bawa, bawakan aku ke situ

Ooo…

Bawa cintaku ke sisir pantai (Sisir pantai)
Biar cintaku ke daratan berlari
Agar dapat kukejar cintanya
Kau berkata padanya
Kasih…

Bawa cintaku ke situ (Di mana hatimu)
Apa mengganggu akan kuhalangi
Agar dapat kukejar cintanya

Bawa cintaku ke sisir pantai
(Cintaku sayang hatimu hanya untukku)
Biar cintaku ke daratan berlari
(Tiada yang lain bagiku kutetap dihatimu)

Agar dapat kukejar…

bored

2010-01-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

hmmm....
boring life...
how do you spice up your life?

1.Get into an accident
2.Fall hopelessly in love
3.Get a major heartbreak
4.Find places to go to wash eyes
5.Go Clubbing

everyone says its not my fault...
but when can i accept it?

2010-01-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

it hurts

guess whose bdae??

2010-01-12T10:52:00.001+08:00

HAPPIE BDAE TO ME!
im 1* this year..
weeee!!

love all of you who made my dae...

HAPPY BDAE AQSAARUDIN!!!!

2010-01-09T00:15:00.002+08:00

Today is LIL BRO BDAE!!!!!!
turns 9 this year!!!
and the sorry part is,
his cake was 2 days early!!
daddy tot his day was 7!!!
ahahaha...
ask anor buy cake secret2 then anor tot for mama..
din ask for candle..
mama tot he done sumthing wrong,
i said confirm forget his so birthdate..
CORRECT!
CORRECT!
CORRECT!
CORRECTO!
then he went,
OUH 7 is AMEEN!!!!!!!!
hahahahaha

ok nites

happy now

2010-01-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

aita anevera afailsa atoa amelta amea awhena ayoua acalla amea athata.....
bib bdob breallyb bmissb byoub.
cyouc cstillc cdontc ccatchc citc cdontc cyouc?

realize it soon..
its killing me inside...

Matahariku

2010-01-05T11:24:00.001+08:00

Tertutup sudah pintu pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Ku harus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh terhening menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karena panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

~{}~

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh terhening menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karena panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Ku bersedih karena panah cinta menusuk jantungku

Happy Bdae to THE JAYSON!

2010-01-04T23:37:00.002+08:00

Today is ABg's BDAE!
his 20!
but,
HE IN FIELD CAMP NOW...
wkakaka
BEST BRO IN WORLD AWARD.
Love you always bro!
thanks for everything.

1st day of sch

2010-01-04T23:32:00.003+08:00

i forgot i was goin to sch today..
in the train,
i was asking myself,
"where am i goin? ouh yar sch."
then
"sch which station eh?"
heheheheh

The saddest thing that can happen is
losing your mind over something you know is not possible.
and i dunno wad to do!
to me;
you are someone special.
to you?
im just a very close friend.
cant you see the signs?

Muhammad Ad-Hazeer 3 Jan 2010

2010-01-03T13:22:00.001+08:00

he likes to cry..hahaha

Belated Happy New Year

2010-01-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!!!!!!
its still new..
receipts usually say 7 days.
hahaah

enjoyed the beginning of new year with my bros in arms.
haiz..
slept like banglas at Raffle place MRT.
wakakakaka.
love them loads!

Sis In Law is in Labour Ward!!!
hope nephew comes out tonyte.
*starts singing
I got a feeling....

hahahha...
when swimmming and super hungry...
nemind...
burn the extra pouches...
+ the one i gain on new year!
hahaha...

secrets in 6 hearts.

my new year

2009-12-31T11:53:00.002+08:00

i was swimming for the past 3 days..
very tired now.
meeting my bros for dinner then slacking sumwhere till 12.meet mark.
=)

new phone

2009-12-27T02:31:00.005+08:00

had icecream and showed of my minah shirt to darlaa.

darlaa want me to have the same phone...
we have this things in common now.

lappy
colour
hobby
rank(sooN)
hp(sooN)

and im gonna take coxswain in AKE next year
but i takot the very2 much...
later head cox confirm whack me till i die...
God, help me
*kak pijah,you wanna print screen this into your blog?
kekeke...

singing old song to clear my wound heart.

Minah In Progress

2009-12-26T23:34:00.001+08:00

kak nana bought me a minah shirt...
ahahha
oklah
wanna go sleep nite!

*you always hurt me no matter wad i do.

Merry Xmas All!

2009-12-25T00:08:00.001+08:00

i noe its a season to be jolly...
but i just cant...

fck man..
y am i having this sucky f-ed up feeling..
fck lah....
this is irritating

someone sing this from your heart please...

2009-12-24T22:29:00.001+08:00

Your Guardian Angel :
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

FSDI Outing

2009-12-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

Total AWESOME!!!!!!!!
love them much2!

Bdae Wish

2009-12-20T00:27:00.004+08:00

Sumone get this for me can?
its SGD $65.00 at any adidas shop..but its black red...this is just a model...
you guys can pun duit..

This is a first time im asking for my bdae sae...
='(

*n kak pizah,you owe me the 19 donuts with candles. =]

Hooya Kak Ain

2009-12-19T00:19:00.002+08:00

im starting VIGOROUS training..

01.Stop DROWNING - means drown more to get water confidence
02.LOSE weight - get ibu to do kettle bells together
03.Stick to KETTLE BELLS - dun do it only for a while
04.FIND a JOB - seriously, i need the money
05.Stop JOKING - noe when and where to joke
06.Start being SERIOUS - noe when n where to be serious
07.Learn how to SWIM - soo i drown less
08.Stop thinking about HIM - cant coz he always there
09.PASS TP - dun waste your 200 you already spend
10.Get serious with SILAT - you gonna open your own place!COMMON!

ok..
thats all..
New Year Resolution.
Be 60kg BY end of JANUARY..
can..
insya'allah.

the more i think of you,
the more confident i am that i wont get you...

sorry,blog was in COMA..hahahah

2009-12-14T18:36:00.010+08:00

Lets welcome the new sea creatures aboard RSS Sampan!

haha..
ok i was there,
i admit..*got to take picture with HIM!hehe(find out yourself who uh)hahahha

flag party trainer not bad uh..
up there already..
but,
still cant carry flag though.
TOO SHORT..
hahahahah

dining in WAS A BLAST!
no dining etiquette was practiced!
hehe
okok..
supposed to lah.
but then.
hahah
got to eat beef though..
yeah!
my flag party also POWER!
funny though when i have to show them flag drill,since i can do it,
but awkward uh...
haha

when out with family!
fun fun fun..
when orchard central..
took a super high ESCALATOR!!

outing with FSDI another blast!
wohoo!
WEEEEKKK!
haha.
OINK...

next year will my turn to shout this,
HOOYA CAPPY AIN!
sool just passed out..jealous!
hhehehe

New Moon was ok lah..
very good at first..
the ending ryte,
was
!@#$%^&*())(*&^%$#@!
get it?

all this is written not according to sequence...

rotted at home on sunday...
and today...
haha...
lets see f i need to rot 2moro...
hahah

FSD and soledad....

2009-11-27T21:55:00.002+08:00

I escaped soledad during FSD last week...
Meet new wonderful cadets but still soledad was around the corner always...
had lots of laugh....
loved every moment...

ok..going to sleep now.
nites alll...

Why my Soledad?

2009-11-22T03:44:00.000+08:00

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come I'll relise
You're a loss I can't replace

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Walking down the streets of nothingville
Where our love was young and free
Can't believe just what an empty place
It has come to be
I would give my life away
If it could only be the same
Cause I can't still the voice inside of me
That is calling out your name

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

Time will never change the things you tols me
After all we're meant to be love will bring us back to you and me
If only you could see

Soledad
It's a keeping for the lonely
Since the day that you were gone
Why did you leave me
Soledad
In my heart you were the only
And your memory live on
Why did you leave me
Soledad

sad

2009-11-20T21:51:00.001+08:00

i'm starting to miss people in my life...
shafiq
hakim
hashim
isaac
sabi
ayang
bunk brothers
hafizah
selamat
aisha

im just a sad fuck...
haha
lonely
loner
till when?

كم أتمنى أن أستطيع محو يصب بعيدا..
أعرف أنني غير قادر على...
أنا عديمة الجدوى

Happy Bdae UDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

this old woman is 19..(in which i will follow suit in 7 weeks..)
hahaha...
happy bdae org tuer!!!!!!!!!

me..all upside down...

2009-11-13T19:13:00.004+08:00

nairidnes ukpudih asis naksibahgnem

الحياة كانت بعيدة جدا وحيدا سو...
دائما الانفاق أيامي وحدها...
دون الشركة من أي شخص باستثناء عزيزي الظل...
في أي مكان أذهب الآن ، وحدي...

الان أمشي رحلتي وحدها...
بلدي النهائية أود أخيرا وفت..
الآن للحصول على هذا الترخيص...
وأتمنى لشخص خاص لاكتساح لي بعيدا...

لقد كنت أنا شخص لا يستطيعون الحصول على المحبة..
عندما أكون أكثر منه ،
أنا غير قادر على تقديم نفسي على حب أي شخص آخر...
لماذا؟
لأن من له وحده قلبي أغلقت أبوابها؟
ط هذا الرقم غير قادر على نفسي..
بالنسبة لأولئك الذين يمكن أن نرى هذا..
تهاني..
أنت فقط مرتبطة لي الداخلية.

ومنذ يمكنك الاتصال بي داخلي لي ،
أنا أقول لك لقد 1 سنة أكثر من العيش...
الاعتزاز ما قلته...
أحبكم جميعا سو بكثير...

Where Are You Now?
i need you to make me
One Less Lonely Girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

How many I told you's
And start overs and shoulders
Have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor
How many bags you'd packed
Just to take'em back, tell me that
How many either or's
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be one less lonely girl

Oh oh
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you
I'm coming for you
No no
Don't need these other pretty faces
Like I need you
And when your mine in the world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

Christmas wasn't merry, 14th of February
Not one of'em spent with you
How many dinner dates, set dinner plates
And he didn't even touch his food
How many torn photographs are you taping back
Tell me that you couldn't see an open door
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'll be one less lonely girl

Oh oh
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you
I'm coming for you
No no
Don't need these other pretty faces
Like I need you
And when your mine in this world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe
I just wanna set one girl free to fall (free to fall)
She's free to fall (fall in love)
With me
My hearts locked and nowhere that I got the key
I'll take her and leave the world
With one less lonely girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what you're worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
Only you shawty

i dont mind

2009-11-08T13:44:00.002+08:00

soo now its my fault...
ok..
i accept it...
when is it not my fault?
tyme to go out and walk around town as usual alone...
time to look at the scenery.
reminisce old memories of the place..
cry abit.
carry on walking..
walk,
walk,
walk...
till im hungry or tired..
then i go home..

who needs me?
im at esplanade..
msg..
dont call..
i wont pick up...

you despice them...
now,
you're one of them...
don't deny..
you just proved it...

when...

2009-11-06T20:52:00.000+08:00

When a GIRL is quiet ...

millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...

she is wondering howlong you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...

she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you ...

she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest ..

she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday...

she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' ..

she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ....

no one in this world can miss you more than
that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy ..

who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
who calls you back when you hang up on him.
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who .....

Kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he
is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

Siti Aindinna Rooslee

2009-10-29T00:05:00.003+08:00

Soo who is at fault?
the one who committed it or the one who is innocent?
well,
it always the innocent one that get the scolding leaving the wrong in peace..
i dunno why must it be me who gets all the scolding....
lets tell my life story for today k?
for all those who care to read carry on...

born 120191..a week late..
2nd daughter and 4th child
clever but stubborn
sensitive to everything
allergic to cocoa
and always in fault or somehow part of the fault...
every decision made is wrong
never right to benefit anybody
always being heck cared
always get the blame
always being lonely
always too nice
always be the bad one
always the ungrateful
always the fat one
always the stupid one
always the useless one'
always the one not at home
always the bad one
always the one to put blame on
always the one in the blacklist
always the one in bad company
always the troublesome one
always the money problem
always the guilty one
always the dishonest one
always me

then,
just kill me
its better anyway..

friends nvr really stay
only looked for when needed
yeah
thats me lah

i dunno why is an egg thosai and a thosai is the same thing..
shudden both be called plain 'thosai"?
then wad the point of adding egg in front IF ALL IS THE SAME???
if its mine,
everything is the same..
just shut up and eat..
if its others,
GIVE IT TO THEM ITS THEIRS

if i work my ass of for something,
the thing is stolen..
if others do nothing for something,
they deserve the item..

if i spoilt it you fix it it yours,
if you spoilt it,i fix it its still yours..
if i lent you money,its i treat you..
if you lent me money,i have to pay you back...
if its my sweat,its yours..
if its your sweat,its yours...
if its mine n you like it,its yours;better give it to him/her
if its your n i like it,go get your own...
if im going to school,no money...
if you are goin out,here you go take 10...

haha...
being middle shiok ryte?
thanks for reading,,
just to sad to talk to anyone...

sadded..

2009-10-26T23:58:00.001+08:00

passed my Prac 1.01 just now..
oklah..
happy...

how sad can someone who has no time left be?
NONE..
be happy till you leave...
6 mnths left....

Your Love is Blind - Ramzi

2009-10-25T02:13:00.002+08:00

I see you all the time
Never see you smile
I try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care... how you feel...
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wanna see you out that door... cause girl you know you're worth much more

So baby tell me why you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a life with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the one
I don't know what to say no more
I wanna see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wanna see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know what he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your love is blind

Girl I understand
That you're scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't true
No no no
I know that there some there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know you're worth much more
I wanna see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wanna see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know what he's done to you
But I know it's time to move on
Girl your love is blind

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me)
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wanna see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know it's time to move on

The Adly's - Maaf Kerna Cinta

2009-10-25T02:13:00.001+08:00

Sekarang kukatakan
Ku cinta dirimu
Ku sayang dirimu
Tetapi mengapa
Kau ragu padaku
Dengan alasan yang semu

Sadari hati ini
Hanya untukmu

Back to [!]

Maafkan aku
Bila kau menangis
Bila kau bersedih

Maafkan aku
Kaulah cintaku
Isi hatiku

Forgive

2009-10-25T00:21:00.002+08:00

Forgiveness is necessary to cleanse your soul...
Its like your dirty clothes needing a wash...
after the wash it becomes clean...

One who forgives his enemy will earn knowledge and salvation...

my heart flutters everytime
but its just another dream
that i have to wake up from

funny korean version of aindinna...

2009-10-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

아인딘나 {A-IN-DIN-NA}- THIS IS BY KAK UDE

먀ㅜ야ㅜㅜㅁ{MYA-U-YA-UUM}- THIS IS TYPED BY ME(it has no meaning wad soo ever...hehehhehe)

FSH...hahaha
shit!
hahaha

im happy

2009-10-21T23:33:00.003+08:00

the only thing im truly happy about

yeah im happy..

i'm jobless
i'm clueless to life
i'm single
i'm a no life bitch
i'm not a girl
i'm fucking HAPPY

VERY HAPPY YOU HEAR?!

and you say i dun listen

miss moon

2009-10-18T00:53:00.003+08:00

tonite
i look out..
i see little miss moon..
shining down on me..
she said what's wrong dear?
Everthing! i wailed...
i cried my heart content out to her...
she said...
dear,
you latch on too much...
they care about you...
you just don't see it cause you cant feel it...
let go of yourself..
feel the happiness around you..
you may not see them often...
you may not contact them often...
but remember..
they will still remember you..
now reach out your hand and join me...
they'll forget you..
but they'll still remember the bits and pieces when it comes....

Happy Bdae Bapak!

2009-10-16T00:04:00.002+08:00

Today bapak becomes LEGAL!!!!!!
hahaha..
yeah i noe im bored...
HAPPY BDAE BAPAK!!!!!!

Happy Bdae Muhammad Shafiq Rusli!

2009-10-15T22:26:00.003+08:00

This guys is finally getting nearer to his dream age..
hahaha..
HAPPY BDAE!!!!!!!1
-i noe u wont see this hahah

dang...
when will i have to tell them?

bled

2009-10-12T00:21:00.003+08:00

haiz...
how broken hearted can one be?
how?

the only reason
you asked me
to learn
How to let go......
YOU KNEW YOU WHERE LEAVING

boring day...

2009-10-09T01:06:00.003+08:00

My Darling Baby

what should i wear 2moro???
hmmm....
confirmed black...
but which black???
haha
all kurungs are black now..
sad uh?
either new,old or aben wedding...
other colours are either TOO BIG or SMALL....
haiz...
=(

this people are missed loads!!
haha

emoing at home alone...+ Happy Bdae AMEEN

2009-10-07T16:13:00.003+08:00

Its this old man bdae!!
turned 21!
Muhd Ameendin B Rooslee

no mood to do anything..
go swimming?
cannot later the bruising can cause grave injury....
go out?
no one to go out with...
play dota?
very frust cant win at all..
even with extra heroes and insane vs easy...
exercise?
CANNOT till bruising heals....
sing?
OF COURSE!!!!!!!!
what the hell you doin now?
hahah

Cinta Manusia - Shafiq(not Adeq)

2009-10-07T12:56:00.002+08:00

Hari berganti hari musim berlalu pergi
Namun aku tetap disini
Ku fikir manusia punyai hati suci
Namun apa gunanya...

Jikalau penuh hasrat keji
Dan dikejarnya hanya duniawi...

Laugan demi laungan
Esakan dari keesakan
semunya dapatku dengar
Takdir yang menguasa hanya beredar...

Airmata sudah tiada namun luka makin berdarah
Dimakan rasa kasihan adakah hilang nafsu bara..
Jikalau penuh hasrat keji dan dikejarnya duniawi..

Laungan demi laungan
Esakan dari keesakan
semunya dapatku dengar
Takdir yang menguasa hanya beredar..

hmmmm....oh...hmmmmm..

Laungan demi laungan
Esakan dari keesakan
Semunya dapatku dengar
Takdir yang menguasa hanya beredar

Pejamkan Mata - Ronnie

2009-10-07T12:15:00.002+08:00

Ku pejamkan mata
Kau hadir di sisi
Ku hulurkan tangan
Kau sambut dengan kasih

Tenangkanlah hatimu
Agar bisa ku senyum
Pejamkanlah matamu
Jika rindukan wajahku

Ku pejamkan mata
Kau hadir di sisi
Bisik mesra darimu
Menyemai kasihku

Bahagiakan dirimu
Agar bisa kusenyum
Pejamkanlah matamu
Ku pasti di sisi

Untuk dikau kasih
Ku curahkan cinta suci

Yang tak mungkin terpadam
Akan terus membara
Bahagiakan dirimu
Di saatku tersenyum

Pejamkanlah matamu
Jika rindukan wajahku
Janji ku kepadamu
Aku pasti di sisi

pastamania

2009-10-06T23:41:00.001+08:00

when out to causeway with muna...hehehhe
jalan jalaned
then pastamania-ed

I WANT MY MONEY BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha

2009-10-06T18:05:00.002+08:00

Watch This!!!

Dont call me bitch!
Bitch.Bitch.Bitch.Bitch.Bitch.Bitch.

sleppy head + rayyes cukor rmbt...

2009-10-04T23:52:00.004+08:00

sorrie ppl...
will be telling u wad happened in this 3 days...

2nd Oct
had swimming lessons with my rescue divers...
=))
was TAUGHT how to dive down,tread water and stay underwater...
after dat played the slide which stopped my heart TWICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then wrestle under the raining mushroom...
tagged team against me...
haha
scared one on one coz scared lose
(GOSH!!ain's bragging and someone's boiling...SORRY)
then...
watched guardian...
SAD...
well..
bullied rescue divers all the way!!!
wee!!!

haha...
ok...

3rd Oct
woke up early to go abg's family visit
haha..
funny uh?
1 minah and 2 mats visiting a beng brother?
haha..
even his encik was laughing...
got cute guys uh...
hehe...
esp his SGT!
hahha...
okk...
when back home to an empty home...
thought wanna rest then go heralds play..
but had headache and go rest..
rested from 1500 hrs till....
0830 of 4 oct!!!

4 Oct...
when to muna place...
rayees cukor rambot
missed it though...
aha
then helped around at the place..
wait for nana..
when home...
blogged...

well thats all uh..
yeah2..
haha.
nites ppl!

ouch

2009-10-01T00:46:00.001+08:00

boday is super itching now...
throat is itchy n painful...
hard to swallow...
not scratching...
now goin to ceep...
nitey2!!

part 1 is done...
goin to part 2 before i leave...

full

2009-09-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

enjoyed a Mega McSpicy
and savouring Strawberry Sundae Now..
heheheh

hmmm....

2009-09-29T23:29:00.004+08:00

didn't noe my sumone was upset...
never share don't noe uh syg....
then he disappear long2..
yalah ppl 18 where got look for sayang anymore...
go lone ranger or maybe got NEW SAYANG....
hahaz...
shared me this video..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-mVcS4TYhM
mcm nk baek2 jek..hahah

todat felt neglected siah..
sadded...
talk to ppl at msn like talk to wall..
then when angry dont like...
=(

ok uh...
i'm still sick...
i think its the slide..
huhu..
enjoy life matez!

SWAMMED!!!

2009-09-29T01:04:00.002+08:00

hahah..
went swimming yest..
initially wid adk only....
then khai,suresh n kimmy joined...
we play3....
hahha..
then my red flag come up again....
hahha
then we walked to JP..
mkned
then lepaks...
haha...

no pics..
heheh

hello world

2009-09-28T00:35:00.003+08:00

haiz...
very tired today....
wake up only,
kena cook...
then
ppl come....
and come,
and come...
got sick in the afternoon...
ate panadol..
feel fine now...

played dota with dota broz...
felt left out....
as always...
kena scolding..
as always...
feel like wanna stop playing but cant...
as always...
hmm.....

today is org tuers bdae!!
gaga
happy bdae mum!!!

updating later

2009-09-27T01:36:00.001+08:00

will update this later...
cant find my cammie wire..
need picts...