I’m my own mystery

Thursday, April 30, 2009

11:24 PM

i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself
i must be in control of myself

ok..
im in control..
i dun care animore..
i must say wad i have to say...
hate me or forgive me....
up to you..
if you think i a bitch a fcuked up girl..
go ahead...
i have to let the whole world know.........

HiM
i really like you alot...
really like you alot....
and alot is alot....
you make me feel like how my first ex make me feel...
special....
someone will say its impulse(sorry dear)
but i noe if its impulse anot...
i tried it...
when we accidently touched each other hand one time..
i knew its not impluse...
i really like you..
seriously...
only my situation nvr permit me to really sit down and talk to you...
how i wish you understand how i feel...

BUDDY DEAREST
to my buddy dearest,
you are always missed by me...
if you think no one misses you.
TET!!!!!!!!!!!WRONG!!!!!
i always miss you..
ok rmbr that...
then y the hell r u my BEST BUDDY IN THE WORLD??
thanks buddy for your concern over me...
i noe i will always have you near me...
if not physically,
mentally...
how i wish you not shy2 when we meet...
damn!
bud bud...
hahahha
bud,
stop lying to me bout your PMs..
hahah..
wadever you say,
i will still not belif you...
;-)
sayang awak!

CUTIE
helo darl....
thanks for all the laughter..
the fatherly care....
the anging...
the everyting..
you never fail in making me smile..
and i hope it never dies...
you'll always be my cutie forver(even though sometimes you look hot)

POK
okok...
sorry darl for calling you dat...
haha...
yest i noe i'm lame...
thanks for the laughter when we meet...
even though you sumtime a pain in the ass...
thanks....

BABY
baby,
sorry if i never share anything with you...
i just can't..
its not my nature to share intimate things with jrs..
i dun belif in letting my jrs noe that im sad or troubled...
i always want them to see me happy soo that they will b motivated to be happy...
now i noe you are not that type of jrs...
im sorry that i wil kneel down and beg forgiveness from you...
i noe i suck at being a good sister...
always taking nvr giving..
im sorry again baby...
i miss our laughter....
our jokes..
our hush talks...
and you piggy riding me...(cannot already...swine flu)
i noe it was childish of me to blame you straight without talking to you...
i'm sorry again...
i noe i sux...
i sux...
i fail in being a good senior n i fail in making myself a good role model to you...
im sorry that i can't get you n someone be what i want you guys to be...

TP7
my dearest sygs.....
im happy that all of you are fine n kicking...
im just upset that you guys are not the TP7 i noe last time...
you have drifed apart soo far that i feel that i have failed you ppl...
im sorry...
i really hope you guys can be back togther as TP7 again....

AYANG N AIF
thanks for always being there for me...
really miss yo guys n must meet up soon....
ayang,
thanks for the date just now..
it was memorable..
"my syg says its to boring n no profit will come in"
heheh....
AIF,
thanks for the guy advice..
thank you unit advisor..
da promot tau kau...
from Aindinna Pte Ltd nye board member to ACEO....
assistant je..
im still CEO..
hahaha

LOVELY SECRETARIES
darls..
thanks for being my lucky stars...
i dunno wad will life without you guys..
you noe how much i have done wrong to you guys..
and you noe how sorry i am to be a failure in anything i have disappointed you in....
u noe i will do it again n again..
but everything will change..
i will change....

heard that people?
i will change...

& I cried.

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